FUCK (Maybe that's what I need :o )

Fucking hate this fucking situation.
Been banging eating for too long now.
Got me sick. Looks like I'm pregant and I even have nausea for filling myself too much.
At least as long as I'm just by myself I keep my vegan glutenfree diet.
But I am so tired of it !

Now I'm so tired I sleep almost night and day.
I can't see anything ahead, can't plan plan anything earlier than a day or two ahead.
Fucking hate it.
Fuck fuck fuck

If at least I had some energy I could do things...like clean my fucking room.

Need to find balance.

But I'm pissed because none of the 2 most important guys for me in the last year are talking to me.
I guess it's 2009 now and I must forget. Clean and move on.
Fuck it.

And now a friend a very good friend is telling me I worry too much, hence sleen hance nausea and stomach aches.
So I worry because I worry too much. Now I know that I worry I'm worried for worring because it doesn't even look like I'm close from any trouble in my life right now.
So if I start being worried before I'm in trouble where the hell am I going ?

I need some serious vacation.

>>>I don't want any comments, ain't because I'm fucking sharing my feelings that I want any feedback. Thanks.

La Princessa Mugrosa